i just went thru my gf’s blog and i just….FUCK! i lvoe her sO much i can’t even handle it like!!!! she’s so cute and she loves the beatles and john cusack and new wave and i fucking love her so so SO much and even if things aren’t always easy bc outside factors can make it pretty hard i don’t love her any less whatsoever. she is so so so important to me and everything about her makes me smile and she is absolutely wonderful and fucking AMAZING and i wanna spend my whole life with her!!! like all my relationships have been so shitty. my first i don’t even really consider a relationship bc we were both so naive and young and she was extremely mentally unhealthy and the rest of my relationships were v unhappy bc i was in an abusive relationship and then one with my best friend and we really only felt platonic feelings for each other but this is my first true healthy and happy relationship and FUCK i just! love my girl :’D